Wow I can't believe it!

I really cannot believe how well I am doing in my classes. The material is really understandable and I dedicate a lot of my free time to studying so none of my tests have been to stressful.

Today we had are pharm intro quiz which I was worried about but to my pleasant surprise I got a 99%! I was sooo happy. In fact when I got my quiz back I pumped my fist in the air and said yes!! lol >_< After making a utter fool of myself class continued as normal...

It takes a lot of focus and positive thinking to not let myself get over whelmed like I did in the past. My anxiety issues really put a stop to me learning before and it's just a shame to know I did that to myself without trying. I pray about strength, focus, and confidence everyday because I do believe that I could never do this alone. God has been the reason my life has changed so much and why I am able to do what I am doing now. I could have never done this last year, it wasn't up until now that I felt ready for it academically and socially.

It just does not seem possible I could do this well it's as if I am watching someone else instead of myself. In high school I took Algebra 3 times because I just could not grasp it but now I am flying through my home work. Everything my math teacher says makes sense and I dare so I enjoy learning about it. I never felt smart not once in my life but now I feel like I can learn just like anyone else. I know if I work hard and stay dedicated I can do as good as I want to.